where i belong

This is now the second questioning why im here. Not in a creepy way just I feel out of place snd I wonder how much longer Im going to waste away before allowing myself to be founf. I tslk often about Ireland simply because it was the one place in my life I felt right. No matter what may hsve come my way I was going to be ok. I was going to make it work. Since thenIfeel like Ive been living a lie. Going through yhe motions. All because I dont believe Ive found where I belong. Now thetr is an invisible timer counting doen once sgain. Ticking louder than sny of the others. Your window is closing though you wont know hoe long you hsve until the window slsms shut. Too late is not an option.